sadness

I think i see the gradual decline of a friendship in progress.

maybe good ultimately, but still sad.

thank god for all my other friends. LOVE YOU ALL!

MADDS RESPONSE

I hate it when it starts raining just when you get off the bus and stops just when you reach the front door. and YOU'RE SOAKING WET!!!!! but i LOVE it when NETBALL IS CANCELLED!!!! PARTY!!!!

SERIOUS BLOG SORRY!!

ok, so I don't usually blog about serious things, but I just really want to get a message out to all my friends about how sick and tired I am of them being bitchy about each other. I know I do it to, and I always feel horribly guilty about if afterwards but pretending to like somebody and then talking about how much you dislike them, or how much they annoy you after I think is probably the nastiest thing you can do. I need to get better at telling people if they're doing something I don't like, instead of just bitching about it later, and we all need to learn to accept our friends for who they are, and if we don't like them like that, what are we doing being their friends in the first place. i think we really need to try and change our group dynamic, because recently I've been noticing a huge increase in  how nasty we are to other people behind their backs, and I've been doing it too, but now it needs to stop. 

we also need to stop leaving out people in the group, because I've been there, and it makes me feel truly awful about myself when i think that my friends don't want me to meet new people with them, because i will embarrass them, or whatever the reason is for them doing it, because that's why I think they do it, and it always makes me feel awful about myself. I have heaps of issues with meeting new people, because I'm always sure people don't want to know me, and aren't interested in what i have to say, and although I know my friends love me, and I love them, when they don't support me with this I really don't like it, and it just makes it harder for me. I really should be saying this directly to the people I'm targeting it at, but my best friends all read this blog (except rosie and ella! blog shun! lol) and I think the fact that I'm saying it at all is a big step for me. So if you could all read this and really think about your actions, that would be great.

Love you all, and I didn't mean to offend you!! I love you all, just telling you what I think, and trying to make a stand so I don't 

xoxoxoxo

Oh Lordy Miss Maudie

I curse like an old lady. Oh lordy miss maudie. good golly miss molly. and I knit. Maybe I'm actually an old woman in a young person body. Maybe in my past life I was like this old woman who gave her grandchildren humbugs, and embroidered flowers and her initials on hankys, and did churchy stuff. But I have always insisted that in my previous life I was Hitler. So maybe Hitler was actually an old lady who gave her grandchildren humbugs and embroidered flowers and her initials on hankys and did churchy stuff and he's just been given a really bad rep.

The return of lazy netball saturdays

I'm sitting here being a major procastinator and going from band to band on myspace and blog to blog on blogger, and considering making Ella a mix CD for her birthday, and wondering about what Elvis would be up to at this very moment if he were still alive... probably sleeping. He's American. It's like midnight there at the moment, and he'd be getting on in years...I hope he's smoking a pipe and drinking scotch like Denny Crane up in heaven...I think Elvis would make a good Denny Crane, but he's probably dumber.

There was an awful lot of "dot dot dot's" in that paragraph. Every time I see ... I think of that scene in mamma mia the movie at the start where they say ... instead of SEX in a really excited manner. I wish my life was like a musical. Whenever I watch high school musical I get really depressed because real life isn't like that and I wish it was.

Also, here's a proper link to a video I mentioned the other day. It's from Britains Got Talent but it's NOT SUSAN BOYLE OR THE KID and it's totally genius. Just trust people. Just trust. CLICK HERE

i want exciting tights!!!! where can I get some from??? I really want these ones from mytights.com but they don't ship to NZ which sucks more dick than Marian (christchurch joke), so if you don't get it, you won't get it (another christchurch joke) They're by a designer called Celeste Stein and these pictures are only of the fabric, not the actual tights.



aren't they pretty much the coolest things you have EVER seen? I thought so.

anyways, I really should be getting off my butt and doing some speech editing and shower taking, so tallyhoo, and also loveage on a stick.

indulging my inner nerd

I will disregard the fact that this is my fourth blog in two days, as I just viewed 92 PICTURES FROM FILMING OF HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS!!! and it made me sad. Once this movie is finished, so too will be the era of J.K. Rowling, and all that she has done for childrens literature. and I shall cry.

On another note, Selena Gomez is going out with Taylor Lautner. That's it, bitch. I'm switching to Team Miley. This, I just cannot handle.

Lovely Discovery's in Blogland

As a new member of Blogger, I am slowly unravelling it's mysteries and secrets, and have been making my way around the site, discovering lovely people and places as I go. In particular, I adore for me, for you, which you can find at http://forme-foryou.com/. It gorgeous, and I particularly love author Kate for introducing me to the new Michael Cera movie, which I am thinking I will go and see with Madds, as it definitely seems like a Madds movie, and we share a mutual love for all things Michael Cera, namely Juno and Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. So anyway, the movie 'Paper Hearts' seems that it will be so cute that I shall just explode. Heres the trailer:



Yes! I figured out how to get a video on here!!! I'm getting better at this! First photos, now video. What's next? Maybe I could add music and animation...then again, maybe not. Bit tacky, no? Maybe a new layout. I think i could handle that. Google search time!!!

Anyway, I'm in a very unfunny mood right now, after a disastrous day of school attendance and bike crashes. I think I will upload pictures of the damage to my hands, for your viewing (or should that be ewwwing) pleasure. But I would blog anyway, because I adore it. However, I cannot recall exactly what I presumed to blog about, so I bid you adieu.

placental mammals starting with A.

Did you know that an aardvark is not a vegetable? I got it confused with that vegetable thats big and green and spiky and starts with A. What's it called? People eat the heart of it. HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall google vegetables and it will give me list. i love google. today the google logo was written in MORSE CODE!!!!! sooooo exciting.

ARTICHOKE!!!!!!! THATS`WHAT IT'S CALLED!!!!!!! THANKYOU WIKIPEDIA'S LIST OF VEGETABLES. I've never had an artichoke. Can you buy them at the supermarket? I've never seen them. Fran and I are going to take an artichoke to madd's tea party and eat it's heart muahahahahaha.

Speaking of wikipedia and aardvarks, here i a picture of one. worlds freakiest creature, do you concur?
slightly, but barely freakier than the armadillo, which is the placental mammal mentioned in the title. and pictured below:

So, anyway, today I seem to be obsessed with the letter A don't I? Am unsure why this is, but I am awfully glad my parents decided not to call me Alexandra as the letter A seems to be associated with many freaky things such as aardvarks, armadillos and artichokes, and I am glad I do not have that in common with those nasty things. In fact, I currently so despise the letter A and things beginning with that letter I may just stop using it. That could be entertaining...so, in conclusion, here is an artichoke:

License to Kill

LOCK UP YOUR CHILDREN!!! for I am 15 and legally licensed to run you down with a motor vehicle! well, maybe not run you down. but the car part is true. yup, thats right. Thanks to my poor little country's crazy driving laws, all i had to do was scratch a few multichoice answers and I can hoon around the streets of christchurch and do as I please...as long as I have a fully licensed driver in the passenger seat.

SCREW SUSAN BOYLE! I WANT THESE GUYS TO WIN BRITAINS GOT TALENT!
bother. I don't have enough skills or patience to add the video here. just follow the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gHvATmUsSg

toodle pip

ah the feet...of a GOD!

MADDS, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, HAVE A TEA PARTY!!! i shall bring scones, oui? and we shall attempt to speak in french, because it would make it posher. or maybe just english accents, because I am bad at French. Unless you want to have a conversation in French about what I eat for breakfast and what time I go to bed, because I can do that with my eyes closed. That would be a scintillating conversation, no?

I GOT A NEW SKIRT!!! and when I twirl around it goes all poofy and skirty and I get a lovely breeze around my privates, and I feel very healthy and in touch with nature etc etc etc. Like a buddhist. except I don't think Buddhism is about wind on your vajayjay. but anyways. I'm getting crude and boring and ranty, and it's just not good enough now, is it? My english teacher would be disappointed in me. Right, sophie. think of something you want to say and say it. but I can't. so that concludes this blog. Thank you, and goodnight.

Why am I in love with so many homosexual men?

Zac Efron. Tim Gunn. The weird guy from New Zealand's Next Top Model who is slowly growing on me. I'm NOT A LESBIAN MADDS but meybe I'm a gay man...I could handle that, i suppose. but I don't really want to have a penis. I think they would get in the way of my everyday existence. OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SONG! sorry. I should not listen to my iPOD while blogging. note to self. i will get distracted. anyway, on the penis front. It's quite dangly. and I have big feet, so mine would probably be quite large...isn't that how it works? How do guys do that???? Have a penis i mean. doesn't gravity put a lot of pressure on it? Isn't it always like pulling downwards? Sounds awfully uncomfortable...thank god I'm not a guy. Maybe I could just dress up like a gay man without actually having to have one of those...that sounds like a plan. Halloween costume sorted. Excellent.