SERIOUS BLOG SORRY!!

ok, so I don't usually blog about serious things, but I just really want to get a message out to all my friends about how sick and tired I am of them being bitchy about each other. I know I do it to, and I always feel horribly guilty about if afterwards but pretending to like somebody and then talking about how much you dislike them, or how much they annoy you after I think is probably the nastiest thing you can do. I need to get better at telling people if they're doing something I don't like, instead of just bitching about it later, and we all need to learn to accept our friends for who they are, and if we don't like them like that, what are we doing being their friends in the first place. i think we really need to try and change our group dynamic, because recently I've been noticing a huge increase in  how nasty we are to other people behind their backs, and I've been doing it too, but now it needs to stop. 

we also need to stop leaving out people in the group, because I've been there, and it makes me feel truly awful about myself when i think that my friends don't want me to meet new people with them, because i will embarrass them, or whatever the reason is for them doing it, because that's why I think they do it, and it always makes me feel awful about myself. I have heaps of issues with meeting new people, because I'm always sure people don't want to know me, and aren't interested in what i have to say, and although I know my friends love me, and I love them, when they don't support me with this I really don't like it, and it just makes it harder for me. I really should be saying this directly to the people I'm targeting it at, but my best friends all read this blog (except rosie and ella! blog shun! lol) and I think the fact that I'm saying it at all is a big step for me. So if you could all read this and really think about your actions, that would be great.

Love you all, and I didn't mean to offend you!! I love you all, just telling you what I think, and trying to make a stand so I don't 

xoxoxoxo