MADDS RESPONSE

I hate it when it starts raining just when you get off the bus and stops just when you reach the front door. and YOU'RE SOAKING WET!!!!! but i LOVE it when NETBALL IS CANCELLED!!!! PARTY!!!!

SERIOUS BLOG SORRY!!

ok, so I don't usually blog about serious things, but I just really want to get a message out to all my friends about how sick and tired I am of them being bitchy about each other. I know I do it to, and I always feel horribly guilty about if afterwards but pretending to like somebody and then talking about how much you dislike them, or how much they annoy you after I think is probably the nastiest thing you can do. I need to get better at telling people if they're doing something I don't like, instead of just bitching about it later, and we all need to learn to accept our friends for who they are, and if we don't like them like that, what are we doing being their friends in the first place. i think we really need to try and change our group dynamic, because recently I've been noticing a huge increase in  how nasty we are to other people behind their backs, and I've been doing it too, but now it needs to stop. 

we also need to stop leaving out people in the group, because I've been there, and it makes me feel truly awful about myself when i think that my friends don't want me to meet new people with them, because i will embarrass them, or whatever the reason is for them doing it, because that's why I think they do it, and it always makes me feel awful about myself. I have heaps of issues with meeting new people, because I'm always sure people don't want to know me, and aren't interested in what i have to say, and although I know my friends love me, and I love them, when they don't support me with this I really don't like it, and it just makes it harder for me. I really should be saying this directly to the people I'm targeting it at, but my best friends all read this blog (except rosie and ella! blog shun! lol) and I think the fact that I'm saying it at all is a big step for me. So if you could all read this and really think about your actions, that would be great.

Love you all, and I didn't mean to offend you!! I love you all, just telling you what I think, and trying to make a stand so I don't 

xoxoxoxo

Oh Lordy Miss Maudie

I curse like an old lady. Oh lordy miss maudie. good golly miss molly. and I knit. Maybe I'm actually an old woman in a young person body. Maybe in my past life I was like this old woman who gave her grandchildren humbugs, and embroidered flowers and her initials on hankys, and did churchy stuff. But I have always insisted that in my previous life I was Hitler. So maybe Hitler was actually an old lady who gave her grandchildren humbugs and embroidered flowers and her initials on hankys and did churchy stuff and he's just been given a really bad rep.

The return of lazy netball saturdays

I'm sitting here being a major procastinator and going from band to band on myspace and blog to blog on blogger, and considering making Ella a mix CD for her birthday, and wondering about what Elvis would be up to at this very moment if he were still alive... probably sleeping. He's American. It's like midnight there at the moment, and he'd be getting on in years...I hope he's smoking a pipe and drinking scotch like Denny Crane up in heaven...I think Elvis would make a good Denny Crane, but he's probably dumber.

There was an awful lot of "dot dot dot's" in that paragraph. Every time I see ... I think of that scene in mamma mia the movie at the start where they say ... instead of SEX in a really excited manner. I wish my life was like a musical. Whenever I watch high school musical I get really depressed because real life isn't like that and I wish it was.

Also, here's a proper link to a video I mentioned the other day. It's from Britains Got Talent but it's NOT SUSAN BOYLE OR THE KID and it's totally genius. Just trust people. Just trust. CLICK HERE

i want exciting tights!!!! where can I get some from??? I really want these ones from mytights.com but they don't ship to NZ which sucks more dick than Marian (christchurch joke), so if you don't get it, you won't get it (another christchurch joke) They're by a designer called Celeste Stein and these pictures are only of the fabric, not the actual tights.



aren't they pretty much the coolest things you have EVER seen? I thought so.

anyways, I really should be getting off my butt and doing some speech editing and shower taking, so tallyhoo, and also loveage on a stick.